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Butterflies and Wolves previewRules and advice that Father said:
1. no dying hair.
2. no peircings.
3. no tattoos or else i'll disown you.
4. no dating or boyfriend until you're 20.
5. follow the crowd. don't try to stand out or else you'll get picked on.
6. stay away from abnormal people.
7. be yourself.
8. curfew is 10:00. You have to be in bed by 10:30.
9. no swearing whatsoever. you'll be grounded for life.
10. no smoking, drugs or alcohol.
Father is strict about this stuff. if he ever found out i had broken most of these rules... well, I'd be screwed and grounded for life. such is the miserable path of a 19-year old without a mom.
Too bad he doesn't know about Luce.
SurroundThey told her to grow up.
She didn't say anything back.the words sunk in, though.
They told her she was weird.
She started doubting herself....
All this doubt eventually had built up over the years. Questions piled up in her head, leaving no space for other thoughts.
She sank deeper and deeper into a pool of self-doubt every minute.
One day, she just exploded. In emotional overload, she was screaming on the inside. zthe questions seemed like different voices yelling at her from all angles. She was alone in this suffering, the voices only prodding and taunting her. Alone. She was surrounded.
"WHAT IF IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH???" they yell as a united voice, same as hers. "WHAT IF.... What if i dont belong anywhere? why do they hate me? whats wrong with me? why me?"
The words repeat in her head like a song stuck on constant replay.
of all the people.... why ME?
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